Just found out my dad’s girlfriend will be joining us on vacation.
Cue angry thoughts in my head and planning out ways to avoid her (or punch her? is that okay?). There isn’t many people I just can’t stand to be around, but she just makes my blood boil. It got worse after Penny was born. She has seen her TWICE in 3 years. Once when she was first born where she kept asking ‘whats wrong with her’ even though she was like 20 hours old/just wanted my boobs and once at my wedding where, well, she didn’t acknowledge her at all.
I don’t like harboring anger or holding things against people. But when you’ve been with my dad since I was 6, you would really think a person in that position would try to make a connection with me, yeah? Childhood issues for the win.
Also, we leave for vacation in 5 days and I am so excited. Just have to make it through these feelings of “holy shit, everything needs to be deep cleaned now” and we’ll have a good time.