Cue angry thoughts in my head and planning out ways to avoid her (or punch her? is that okay?). There isn’t many people I just can’t stand to be around, but she just makes my blood boil. It got worse after Penny was born. She has seen her TWICE in 3 years. Once when she was first born where she kept asking ‘whats wrong with her’ even though she was like 20 hours old/just wanted my boobs and once at my wedding where, well, she didn’t acknowledge her at all.

I don’t like harboring anger or holding things against people. But when you’ve been with my dad since I was 6, you would really think a person in that position would try to make a connection with me, yeah? Childhood issues for the win.

Also, we leave for vacation in 5 days and I am so excited. Just have to make it through these feelings of “holy shit, everything needs to be deep cleaned now” and we’ll have a good time.